Day 34: Inseparable

Day 34: April 7, 2009

Hi Lan? What’s up? How’s your Tuesday has been? Feeling great today? I hope you are? R u counting the days to?

Haay being so far apart from you makes me realize how much I need you in my life. "Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder" is a true saying and I knew as soon as we parted that I would feel this way. But this statement is sorely understated. My heart has not only grown fonder, but it has grown deeper in love with you .

There is not a minute that goes by that i did not found myself thinking of you... I think about you in every way. I imagine you lying next to me. The very thought puts me at ease and makes me feel a level of security. And when I realize that you are still gone, I drop down once again into that great gulf of sadness only comforted by the fact that 11 days from now we will be together again.

It is when I feel the greatest sadness and emptiness of not having you by my side when I ultimately realize how much I need you in my life. Our short conversations and phone calls brighten my day for as long as I let them. I can only imagine how happy I will be when we are once again together and inseparable.

Yes, inseparable. I love the sound of this word. One day, we will be inseparable. I can not wait until that dream comes true. I need you. I miss you. I Love you.

Day 34: Shots of Love for You

Day 34: April 6, 2009

Ei Lan, how’s your Holy Monday? May holiday din ba kayo? How’s your morning drill today? How’s your admin time? Sana nakapagpahinga ka. I was able to drop by to your house this morning, to drop off my Pasalubong. We we’re able to discuss again our plans for Mess Night. I hope wala naman maging prob sa schedule.

Today is Mama’s 57^th Bday. Well we just prepared a konting salo sala, i guess my mom is so tired of having occasions so she didn’t even bother to invite even her siblings. Actually parang hindi nya Birthday, she just slept the whole afternoon. That’s why after having merienda with my guzzins i decided to join them and watched movie at The Cabanas. We watched “Knowing” by Nicholas Cage, almost a good movie, kinda morbid and thrilling also, but the ending really sucks. Before seeing the movie we hanged out at RED MIX, mejo aga kasi kami dumating. Since you’re jump off ngaun lang ako ulit uminom ng marami. I gave in to my thirst for Margarita and White Russian (my favourite cocktails). I have three shots: 1 Blue Margarita, 1 White Russian and 1 Strawberry Margarita. Fortunately hindi naman me tinamaan. Hehe.

Though i have enjoyed my Monday Night i still want you to know that I'm still missing having you around, your smile, your laughter and your funny hirits. It's good just to write this down so I know when you read all my blog entries you will know exactly how I feel- I can't wait to see you again.

I know it is only one more week but just remember every day I am thinking of you, missing you and can't wait to see you, touch you and kiss you again.

In my heart always.....

Day 32 and 33: One Fine Weekend

Day 32 and 33: April 4 and 5, 2009

Ei Mine i had a joyful weekend in Baguio, we we’re able to enjoy everything, the accommodation, the food, the scenery, the road trip, and the shopping (wag wagan) hehe. I brought some broccoli flowers, cauliflowers and baby potatoes as pasalubong for your family(maiba naman d b?) I’ll be bringing them tomorrow at your place. I’ll be attaching our One Fine Day in Baguio 09 here. One fine day lang kasi my old cyber shot finally bid good bye..:(

To be honest with you mine, my weekend has been a lot better because of your Call. You don’t know how much you made me happy cause as i said in my entry last Friday night (same night that you called) my heart cannot contain the loneliness of being away from you. You really had captivated my soul mine, for just one call you make everything all right. I became more excited in counting the days before your Mess Night. I wish you’ll call again tonight. I am looking forward for the three dates that you have set for me. I am looking forward to holding you once again in my loving arms. I love you so much mine.

I wished that you had a great weekend to. I wished that you we’re able to experience God’s endless love. Mahal na mahal po kita.

Day 30: Missing You This Cold Summer Night

Day 31: April 3, 2009

Hi Mine! I’m here in Baguio as I make my 31^st entry. Edjie will be leaving for Dubai next week that’s why we decided to celebrate his despedida here. It’s just me, the 2 kids, Aiza and Ejie ang umakyat. We are staying at Sky Rise Hotel where Ejie’s aunt is working and its near Edjie’s Place. We left Bulacan at around 2:00 pm and arrived here at around 7:30 pm. We have a nice and cosy accommodation here. It has 2 Bedrooms, Sala and Kitchen.

It’s pretty cold here in Baguio how about there? How’s your afternoon? What kind of drills did you do today? What’s your ulam? Fish again? Haay i wish you were here. Last night, i was not able to contain the loneliness that i have in my heart that i found myself crying after i have posted my blog. It’s the deep longing for your love had made my heart cry. Kagabi lang ulit ako naiyak. I really do miss you and i keep on praying and hoping to hear your voice again.

I really wish that you’re here with us. I wish that you’ll be here with me tonight. I can’t help but long for your warm hug this cold summer night in Baguio. Miss na miss na kita asawa ko.

p.s.: I have attached two images here. 1 is Baguio Mountatins and 1 is Ternate Mountains.. I wish we are on the same mountain mine...

Day 29 : Till the End of Time

DAY 29: April 2, 2009

Hi Lan, How are you? Musta poh ang araw mo? The weather has been gloomy and cloudy here? How about in Ternate? I hope so. Do you miss me today? Cause I did, tomorrow will be the 30^th day of us being apart. Ever since we’ve been apart there has never a day that I found myself smiling on the sweet memories that i have with you. I even made an Album on my Multiply Account of our few funniest, sweetest, craziest and wackiest we had before you left for Ternate.

Those memories will be forever in my heart mine, for that is how glad I am for having in my life. I love you with my whole heart. You really are my answered prayer for I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found my God's Best. I don't think that there is, or there could be, anyone better than you out there for me.
I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometime I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway.
Thank you mine for everything. I pray to God everyday to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time. Mahal na mahal kita mine.

Day 28: In Love This April Fool's Day

DAY 28: April 1, 2009

Happy April Fools Day Mine, How did the first day of April treat you? Is it rainy and cloudy there? It seems like August in April back here; well the weather is pretty much unpredictable now a day effect of Global Warming and La Nina I guess.

My April Fools Day went well; I was able to accomplish my work today with Walter Mart Branch. I was able to provide my monthly contribution sa bahay. And lastly I had my hair treated today. I’ll be able to make my hair longer again, well just a preparation for our wedding na rin. Assah was with me this afternoon and had her curly long hair cut short. A new look for her, but she’s the one who was pretty hit by April Fools Day. She added some high lights kasi turn out she have picked the wrong colour (RED/PINK) hehe. We were both laughing at the result of her Kakikayan, actually she’s laughing and crying at the same time hehe. She’s worried na baka kalbohin siya ni Edjieth. Id just finished watching the whole season 6 of OTH and i got so kilig again cause Peyton and Lucas will be having their baby. And can’t help but fantasize about it. Haay I miss you so much.

Mine, I just want you to know that you, being in Ternate, doesn't change the way I feel about you in my heart. Sure I'm lonely, and sometimes I'm overwhelmed with this emptiness in my heart. But Mine, my love for you help get through every minute that I'm with out you. And Lan, you don't know what I would give to kiss your lips, feel your touch, or even just to see you. Mahal na mahal po kita.

Day 27: My Far Away Love

DAY 27: March 31, 2009

Hi.. How’s the love of my life doing? Taking a rest already? How’s your dinner? What did you do during your Admin Time? Did they make you to squat again? I’d just finished watching Chapter 9 of One Tree Hill Season Six. Nothing much happened to me today, other than office work and much of a whole time thinking and missing you.

Haay being so far away from you has really been hard, i know it’s much harder for you but I’m continuously praying that God would continue to strengthen us. I am continuously thanking our Lord for blessing both of us for the past 27 days. I prayed that this will be the hardest thing we have ever had to go through. Yes, I miss you and can't wait till you come home to be able to wrap my arms around you and hold you close to my heart. I just want you to know that I will be here as long as it will take; one thing I want you to know is I love you and you will forever be in my heart. Mahal na Mahal poh kita.. Miss na miss na kita asawa ko...