Day 3: Its Ur Love That I Still Crave

DAY 3: March 7, 2009

I crave your touch, I crave your lips, I miss so much the excitement of your kiss and since your gone.. my heart won’t behave... its your love that i still crave... haay mine.. i miss you so much..
How’s ur first Saturday there at cavite? What’s your activity today? Have you able to do your laundry?

It’s been hot today.. id took a bath after my lunch and its funny coz i didn’t use the heater because the water is already hot.. hehe.. After I jogged this morning i cleaned my room then watched 6th sense on Channel 12 (even though I’ve watched it hundred times already) and i found out that ZOLOFT was used by Bruce Willies wife in the movie. I was tempted to use it mine today, in my effort to finished the day but by God’s grace i was able to control myself not to take it. After i took a bath i took a nap and woke up at 2:20 pm, well I wish i could sleep more. I’d went back to watching TV just to get rid of my boredom. Watched the showbiz news on the coverage of the wake of Francis M... Kuya and Kuya Estoy went to his wake, i didn’t know they we’re an avid fun hehe, then they’ll be watching Eraserheads concert. Lanie won the Best Scriptwriter of the Year (an achievement for her), we’ll be celebrating tomorrow as well as Duba’s bday. Assah went to the birthday party of tin galolo leaving the 2 bulilits to me, making me a nanny again. I almost forgot to mention last nyt mama talked to me, asked me again about our plans and i told her na December 12 will be the date of our wedding. She asked kung anu gusto ko hinggin sa kanya.. hehe.. d ko lang masabi P100,000 hehe.

Haay mine i really am missing you.. miss your laugh.. miss your smiling eyes.. i can’t hep but really crave for you. I miss everything about you.. there has never been a moment that i didn’t thought about you. Id never thought its gonna be this painful to be apart from. But like Lanie says that’s part of loving someone. You have to take sacrifices at times. And i thought maybe that’s really the irony of it, for almost 7 months that we’ve been together we never had an arguments that we could not settle in a matter of time. Maybe being a part would really be the greatest trial of our relationship and i really hope and pray that that would be it. May God’s endearing love for us would always prevail in our hearts so that we would continue to stay together. I love you so much mine.. it’s your love that i still crave everyday.